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yesterday i played again ‘the long time no play’ game, jedi outcast… miss all those slash, cut n dice. no blood, clean cut, and i kicked AI butt.

anyway, lightsaber is a jedi weapon. i’m talking abou game again? not really.. 3 fighting styles, all lethal and yet there’s n art behind it. 360 slash, cartwheel,and the best, saber throw (in Hong Kong comics, ‘jurus tetakan tanpa bayangan’)

inside lightsaber, there is a cystral for the core. this cystral amids energy depends on how much force power. yet level of force power depends on the wielder… let’s change this to real world.

inside a pen, there is an ink, how much ink use depends on how much the writing last. the length of wats written depends on how much knowlegde the writter… so my friends, we live in challenging world, we need to be on top of othrs. in star wars, those who are corrupted, fear, fall to the dark side. the side that power is everything. the light side, peace and justice are their main key.

sadly, we live in the world that strong will grew stronger and weak will push aside and become weaker…

- Survival of the fittest, the strong shall live and the weak shall die! - Shishio Makoto, Samurai X

even in studies those who are excel are given priority to advance a better education… in the game,are we strike our enemy because we are defending or to kill. think… so its proper to stop and look back our path. just a sneak view. see wat u left behind, wat damage u done, people dat help u, people dat sacrifice themselves for you, friends who u left behind. all human being wanted happiness, but they need to be peaceful 1st in order to be happy. wats the point if u reach the top, and there’s no one to be with. oh yes… love.. some say its important some say its not.for 16 years, i didn’t know wat is love or appreciated it. 16 years i left a terrible path. do feel love my friend or you will regret it (love from everbody, not just love from bf or gf) love is a gift from god. so, which one we must love? the gift or the person who gave u the gift? think…

when the two side colides, they keep on fighting until 1 of them defeated. so 1 winner, and the other loser. wat happen to one who was defeated? are they will seek revenge or they admit their defeat with honour n proud. watch your back my friend. 1 of your friend maybe a loyal friend but it maybe a bad enemy. so how we prevent dis from happening? think….

1 thing 4 sure, we gonna meet Him 1 day. how…when… is His matters.. like lightsaber, if the wielder aren’t skillful enough, it will cut its master. don’t let power, greed, control you… remember Him always..

-Fear is the path of the dark side.Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering- Master Yoda, SW Episode 1

its been a while since i updated my blog. yet i still gain somthin in dat period of time

1-5 jun, attend Biro Tata Negara Camp. fun if u luv to attend class, forums n talks. but we were trained by x-armies. so at least, we get our butt on the move, no relaxin, 4 5 days in a row. team work spirit, dicipline, punctual is all i get. n of coz, provocative issues dat always hot to talk. heh, not a waste after all.

7-13 jun, attended ‘jati diri’ camp. 2 main course in a week. The Eagle in You, for mentally n physically preparation. do u believe me if i say, there are 4 birds inside u? 1 are dominant of coz but do u believe me? not the bird with 2 bombs attach on men. well there are eagle, peacock,owl and dove. want to know their specification, be a petronas scholar.. frankly, eagle n peacocks are leaders and the other 2 are followers. peacock needs friend, eagle headstrong, owl is too cautios n dove is the ‘pak turut’ type. then again,  to survive the challenge of the world, we need a team. the team like the geese that flew in V shape each migration. cooperation n team work is needed to achieve the goal. who say ‘rambo’ or 1 man army can win the battle, they still depends others to work on the plan. it looks like we still have a lot to learn from birds. maybe because birds are angry of human coz killing n destroying them after delivering such wisdom, H5N1 is created. god knows…. Mr.Yunos showed us The Dead Poet Society(reminds me of my la sallian brothers) and even let us sleep for 40 mins on the second day after lunch. not bad… what i realize (again) ‘dat mind is like a wild forest, expore its routes and only yourself have the power to tame it’

second course is the spiritual preparation. my god, until dat very day, i thought my minds eye was open, but they showed me dat my mind’s eye were sleeping and awaken several times only…. the facilatator also have a unique skill…they can read my mind… only my mind… it give me the creeps… maybe my brain were screaming or watsoever than others until their mind trace my thinking. wats so special of my mind? are they saw my brain is red and others is green?… but i think i never forget, we have only 1 life, achieve ur goal n glory while u can… yet, they very kind to us. cancel classes or letting us rest for a while. have u ever think i u chosen to walk on earth?

-tidak aku jadikan jin dan manusia kecuali beribadat kepadaku-  yes…. to serve the lord. and threis another… -aku turunkan manusia adalah untuk menjadi khalifah di bumi dan memakmurkannya- so, why must we let our life’s past on with emptiness, regretting the past… get real, dis is no game which there is a restart button or ‘god mode cheat’. we destroy life on earth, waging wars with each others, fighting, and all those awful things… is dis our purpose of existance? life might be dificult, but is easy when u know allah always help us. seek the light my dear friends. each person dats was born were never destinied to be a failure, the difference is their mind. value life my friend. seek the knowledge and wisdom from nature n god…with ur mind’s eye…